I gotta admit, it's been a one great hell of a year! Met some new friends that would always be with me until the end! Of course, dramas here and there. Experienced things that I've never done before! Although, there were some ups and downs during this year. What year doesn't? So, I don't expect my next year will be an amazing one without any downs. But, I do hope, there won't be any really terrible downs. Amin.

Next year will be some what of a little bit of torture though, A'levels coming up to haunt me and damn, I'm seriously nervous. Results of my AS will come out soon and I'm hoping hard that it would be great. But, I still hope for a one great year despite of that. I just want A'levels to get over with.

So just a little bit of reading pleasures, I'm going to write a few of my favourite 2010 memories and experiences :) It's not in order. Writing whatever comes up to my mind :)

1. To be able to enter college and experience the college life and it has been amazing. It feels so free than secondary school. Down side, the studying is much more harder even if it's only 5 subjects!

2. To meet new amazing great college friends that would always be with me! :) My business mates, Maths, EAS, Elit and Sociology! Lynnie is amazing too! Can't get enough of those crazy moments I have with her! I love youu!

3. To have new close friends that I now usually hang out with. Yes, them, Fiz, Zims, Syah, Nazuraa, Arif, Danial, Khairi and Senusi. Without them, it would certainly be just a normal 2010. I admit, they changed me a lot. In a good way of course. :) Although, I'm more outgoing now :p but they made my life adventurous and certainly, just amazing. :)

4. 2 years of being with the Jubss. My secondary friends and We're still together even through all these years. We might not hang out as much as before, or be as close as before. But you guys know, that you guys will always be a part of me that I will never forget and You guys will always be my closest friends :) We're like a family and hopefully we will be until our next anniversary and through the years to come.

5. Rugby. The first ever sports team that I joined and I'm so glad I did. Not only because I feel so much more active and healthy, but having teammates that are just so awesome. :) I miss our trainings and our times! :') and on the other note, I will never forget that one particular training. I miss you, y'know. but it's okay. I'm trying to let go of that feeling, and just grasp that moment as long as I can because you made me so comfortable and wanted even if you were just teasing me. fuck, I miss you so much

6. My 16th Birthday Party. The best birthday party thrown by the Jubss. I love the surprise they made for me :) Man, they went a lot for me. It was the first time I met Nk in person. Well, to see him face-to-face. if it wasn't for them, i wouldn't have a one great birthday. Even though Nk and I are not together anymore. it's still a one wonderful memory for me which is worth to be kept :)

7. Which leaves me to write one for him. Nk. You have been a one amazing part of my life. Like I said, even though we're not together anymore, You'll always be my first love and that'll never change. If that particular situation didn't come up, we would still be together. But now, you're just part of my 2010 memory and I hope it will always stay that way. I do hope you'll have an amazing year ahead of you even without me. thank you for being a part of my life. Thank you for the moments you've given me. :) but it's time for me to finally let you go.

8. My love life. Meeting a few guys that I like here and there. One I was really into after Nk. But, not to sound cheesy or anything, he broke my heart. after that, I wasn't really into anyone after awhile. until, I met him. Our path is still unsure, but I'm glad it's going well. :) I still remember the day I first talked to you :)) and I hope i'll have that jitters even after awhile, but in a more comforting way, of course. You somehow, change my life a little. Hoping you would change it more someday :)

this is all I can come up right now though. But if I have something more, will surely edit it up :D

I hope to have a better year next year :) Hoping to make some progress on life :)

It's getting late now. So goodnight everyone! Have an amazing new year's eve! :)) Sorry for the boring ending :p