So, as you can see, I'm getting better now. I guess, I was just hiding that feelings away for awhile now. But I kept my word, I'm done chasing and getting hurt. I'm not ready to go ahead and take a step. I'll just let that man step towards me instead. :p and actually, those things that usually bothers me, I really don't care anymore. Although, it does bother me a little but not as much as I do before. Maybe, this is the part of actually growing up. You'll face through a lot of obstacles and all you have to do is to have some patience and try to go through it no matter how hard it is.

I'm glad that I went out with them Fiz, Arif, Zims, Khairi, Senusi and Danial on Tuesday, I had an amazing time with them. We hung out at Danial's place, then went to Times Square and are sushi at Excapade. Fiz accidentally spill the green tea, who's the clumsy one now huh Fiz? :p HAHA. We roam around Times Square which, nothing much was there actually, then we went to Empire and of course, went to the beach 'cause Zims wanted to. We sat at the big rocks, which I was pretty much scared walking on the rocks. I don't know why, I have a little bit of a traumatic moment I guess. I love adventure, but you know, those high or steep places frightens me a little -.- Anyway, we just sat there and talked. It was really a nice feeling. Then, we planned out our next hang out, which is on Monday :) A road trip to Belait and have a picnic at the beach there :) Hoping my hardest that I won't have my period until Tuesday ):

We then meet at Danial's to get Arif's car and 'cause Danial had to go. We went to DQ 'cause Zims was craving for it. After that, we sent off them Khairi, Senusi, and Zims. Fiz, Arif, and I on the other hand then went to my house. They wanted to try out my brother's electric drums. We had a little jamming session and it was damn fun! :D Fiz and Arif really enjoyed it and it was great seeing them playing it. They really know how to cheer me up :) We played this game called slide chips which is my sister's, she got it from a lucky draw. lol. It's like tic tac toe, but, advanced version, in 3D? Haha. They then went home around 10.

I went all hyper and smiley after that. I didn't even bother to check my facebook or twitter that much. I even slept around 12. lol.

It made me realize, I do still have my friends to count on and I'm glad that I still have them to put a smile on my face and make me just a little bit more stronger :D I love all my friends to bits even if they give me some dramas at times :p but drama come and goes. Friendship will always be there.

Okay, I feel kind of cheesy now :p goodnight everyone! Out with mom later :)