Hey Everyone (:

I know, it's been a while and I'm pretty sure, just like me, my readers are dead too. :p I've been "busy" I guess. I didn't feel like blogging. I did have the feeling to blog, but nyeah, laziness took over me.

A lot of things happened and I'm not going to tell you each day what happened. haha.

Currently, I feel so freaking emo. It's like something feels missing. Well, something IS missing. He's not here. Why do you need space at this moment? :/ The time when I really need you. I inboxed him and I didn't get any replies. I feel so depressed. Especially since this is the weekend and I don't really have anything to do. I need you. I really need you. I wish you're missing me just like how much I miss you right now. I don't know if you are just ignoring me. but, I seriously can't stand this. I fucking need you. I wanna talk to you. I feel like crying every single time.

My days feel so quiet without you. Where the hell are you? I'm seriously suffering here. I'm scared that I might do something wrong again :/ so please, just text me. anything ): soon. as soon as possible. Please feel better fast ): I wish I can do something to make your stress away, but I guess, I'm not. Maybe, I'm just an annoyance to you ): sigh.

shit. I miss you.