Yeah, it's such a quiet night. I don't know. I don't feel like talking a lot. I don't feel like myself. I don't even feel like doing anything. I'm not sure if it's the boredom or the things that has been happening. (what things? Nyeh, I don't even know either). I have been procrastinating. Some of my works haven't finished and I've been sleeping earlier lately. Well, not sure if that's a good thing. Well it would be if I could get to finish my works.

I feel kind of guilty for not entertaining him much tonight. Sorry ): I was looking forward on chatting with him, but I don't know, the quietness really got to me. He was bored too, so I got even more quieter. :/ I hope everything will be okay tomorrow. I need an awesome fun chat with him. (:

There's no student band club meeting tomorrow and that's a yay for me. I really need the Friday off to rest and hopefully regain my usual energy.

Some of the APR test results were finally revealed. It was such a disappointment for me. A discouragement I might say. A slap in the face. I need to get serious after this. I thought my English was good, but when the results of the EAS and ELIT came out and getting a 50 and 53% respectively, just make me feel like a total loser and stupid. It sucks I don't have a wide range of vocabulary and writing facts hasn't been my thing ever since before form 6. but yeah, I don't know. It's just makes me think that English is not my thing anymore. That I suck at it.
Haha sounds like I'm giving up, huh? Well, nyeh. Not really, I'm just very disappointed in myself.

Don't say, "It's your fault for procrastinating". It's not, doesn't matter whether I procrastinated or not, English is just a ... natural thing? Yeah. I got an 80% for my Maths. It should be like, "WOW" for you, but I don't think it was good enough, as the question was pretty easy. :/ Oh well.

Currently, I dream of playing lead on the guitar. I so want to perform on stage someday and play lead. It would be so awesome to be the first girl playing lead there.I just hope I can learn it. Soon ): Please. I want to stand out someday. I want to make a name on my school someday. Hopefully on that talent and on my studies. (: Amin.

I have a thing on editing now :D I just edited Lynnie's picture

I really like it somehow O: The colour is pretty good. Haha

Okay, I'm gonna go off. Sorry for no colourful wordings. I'm lazy.

P.s ; this is what happens when it is such a boring and quiet night. Posts turns emo.