I feel like shooting myself right now ):

I dunno maybe because of the mixed emotions I'm feeling or it's something else.

I wonder why the stressful words you're giving me. All I need is just a comfortable and happy conversation with you. That's all I that I need :/ If you need space, I'll happily give you some if it will makes you feel better. or if you want me to change my habit, I will. if only, you just tell me gently and softly. I need you back. The old moments we had. ): 'cause I can't stand feeling and seeing you like this.

and you, why the hell do you have to show up at this time. ):

Haish, dang emo moments. ): I need to cheer up :/

Thank goodness tomorrow's (I mean today) will be the award ceremony at my old secondary school. ♥ hopefully, it would get me back on my feet (: 'cause, it'll be one memorable moment for me. I miss seeing my friends. my old school. my teachers. Truthfully, I can't wait to show that I'm currently in Katok, showing to my juniors and teachers that I've done well. haha :p

I want to take a hell lot of pictures later ♥ !! This is the moment I am waiting for my whole secondary year!!! Where my parents and teachers are proud of me :') and receiving the awesome certificate . YEAAAAAAH. Tehee ♥

Omggg, I miss Jubss so muchh! I miss you guys like hell!!! ♥ Well, I know I meet most of them at Katok like everyday HAHA. but then, we don't spend a lot of time at college. I FUCKING MISS YOU GUYS. I hope we can hang out a bit LATORR. HEHEHE.


I'm going off now. I feel like doing my Maths o.o

goodnight ♥

and Miz Mumblay, thanks for cheering me up and having someone to talk to. ♥

p.s ; somebody show me what I'm missing, paradise.

(I've been abusing that sentence alot -.- *stares at Deen o.o* lol apakan.)