P.S ; My life is just awesome
awesome;
1.adj; inspiring or displaying awe
2.adj; excellent or outstanding
3. ME
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posted : Friday, January 15, 2010
title : Sweet sixteen is definately sweet.
Hey guys (: sorry for not updating. 'cause the last few days before my birthday was kind of an emo moment for me. HAHA. which after that turn out to be so freaking amazing (:

So yeah, on the 13th January was my birthday! :D for those who remembered it. I give you my love. Lynnie wanted to TABAK me for being so emo. She was going like this, "stop being emo or I will tabak you for sure" HAHA. But then what to do. I was seriously emo. The reason why was 'cause I had a bad feeling about my birthday. I keep thinking that it would turn out seriously bad. The plans that I wanted didn't work out or like less than 10 people would come to my party. So, the negativity raided my brain. It seriously overcontrolled the positive side. But nevertheless, even when I was emo, I always cheered up due to Mirrull's and Lynnie's recording sessions. HAHA. Which was really amazing (: and also NK cheered me up saying that everything would be fine. But still, after that I kept feeling emo. Haha.

Then A day before my birthday,
I woke up feeling very excited actually. I was like, "HOLY YAY. It's my birthday tomorrow (:" everything was going well, I stopped being emo and such. But, when night came. Everything went downhill. Not only that my best friend Mizah was not coming to my party, I had a big fight with NK which lead me to tears. I promised Lynnie that I would be emo during that night before my birthday, but, I just couldn't hold it. I even cried in my room. Haha (damn emo moments).

The clock finally stroke 12. IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY. Hell yeah. Lynnie was the first one to greet me on Facebook, MSN and Twitter. So be proud of yourself babe (: I really appreciate it! I settled things with NK but, it wasn't the special greet that I was waiting from him :/ not only THAT made my mood down. My besties JUBSS didn't effing greet me. How PISSED was I at that moment. HAHA. but nevertheless (why do I keep using this word), the greetings from other friends and family really cheered me up (: Especially the chats with Mirrull and Lynnie (I love you both).
At night, I tried to sleep in peace. But, The fight I had with NK kept popping up in my mind. Sigh. It was really bitter at that time. Heh.

FINALLY, my birthday arrived. NK woke me up in the morning. Gyra was the first guest to come. (semangat ia ah, she came around 10.30am, pelui, pakai pajamas lagi ku masih tu HAHA). My dad set things ready and everything while I take a shower (it was my birthday, like Lynnie said, "birthday girl doesn't do anything, she orders people around HOHO).
After 11, Hairul and Syamim came, followed by Fuffy, Lutfi, Rai, Dyla, Muaz and Joey. During that time, I was pretty moody. NONE of them, greeted me. Not only they didn't greet me in msgs, they didn't greet me in person. BETAPA KURANG ASAMNYA TU. And NK was being so weird to me when i msged him. so, my mood really went downhill in the early morning.

Adib, Wanie, Buzar, Hafiz and Gory finally arrived and the BBQ thing finally started. mood was starting to lift. As I started to think like, "I don't care anymore. Everything is fine the way it is". So, my brain started working the positive side. The guys helped my dad, with BBQ-ing the chicken and sausages. I started taking pictures on that moment.



Rajin the guys ani eh.
Lutfi, Me, Gyra and Joey

ARE YOU HUNGRAY? :D

Durang yang OSUM

After the BBQ finished. EATING TIEM! Hairul and the guys were starting to get hungry. But before everyone could eat. Dad surprised me with a cake! (of course there would be cake d'uh). They all sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY and I was totally cheered up (: it was so weird at that moment that Wany wasn't there. I was like, "MANA SI WANY ani?!" HAHA. Mental lagi tu. but Rai said ia ke jamban. So I went, "OH". So, my Dad read the al-fatihah and everything. After I blew the candles. They sang the Happy birthday song AGAIN!! Wany, came out from the other living room, I turned around, and saw that another cake was coming towards me. HAHA. it was a cake from them. At first i thought it was Dyla who brought the cake. Rupanya, it was MIZAH! I was really freaked out! HAHA, I screamed, "OMG! SI MIZAH JUA NI!!!" HAHAHA. That was funny.

To make that scene short. I was so happy and yes, I was really surprised. Here; pics (:

Me and Mizah

The cake JUBSS bought (:
it says to Ira, Ummi and Alex. But unfortunately, Future birthday alex and ummi didn't come

The cake especially from Dad

Everything was staring to be so so amazing! I smiled and laughed so hard with them :') but the surprised didn't stopped there!! :D HEHE. The most best surprise just getting started ;D

Rai and Mizah told me that, they were going out for a moment to buy some things for the party and get some cds for the clubbing that I wanted. LOL.
It was 4pm I think they finally arrived. During at that moment, I was playing guitar with Muaz and Lutfi. Then Wany came whispering Muaz in the ear. I was like, uhhh, okay? I was expecting something else might come O:

Then, the main door of the living room open and Rai and Mizah were like, "IRAA!! KAMI ADA SURPRISE!" I came up to them. They popped the popping thingy and I looked behind them...it was.....

NK!

I was like, "HOLY MOTHER OF PEOPLE!" HAHA. I was so freaking speechless. Honestly, I kinda did expect they he would come. But, I didn't know they would ACTUALLY do it! :'D I came up to him and gently pushed his sholder! I shyly said, "aii, jahat" Hahaha. (if you guys wanna know, it was my first time meeting him :p). he was freaking shy!! BUT SO ADORABLE. Rai and the others were grinning sinister-ing (whatever you call it) to me XD gawd~ I was so speechless and so shy infront of him. EEEP. (girly moment warning) HAHA.
PICTURE OF ME AND HIM.

WE LOOK OH SO CUTE
TEHEE :D

So after all, they had a michevious (however you spell it) all along!! Rai asked EVERYONE not to greet me on midnight. Not only that, Mizah talked to NK behind my back D: HAHA. They had an amazing plan all along

After NK went home (d'awww). I PUMPED UP THE VOLUME on my RADIO and we FUCKING DANCE ALL NIGHT LONGGGGGG!!! It wasn't the clubbing like in BGIC HEHE. but it was hella awesome. XD Tazrin came at the last minute LOL. I'm shorting things out 'cause it's almost 5 am. To end my post, I'm going to say,

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO JUBSS CUBE. ESPECIALLY TO MIZ MUMBLE, RAIHANA, WANIE AND NK. FOR PLANNING OUT THIS AMAZING BIRTHDAY THAT I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE CREDIT YOU WASTED FOR ME RAI. HAHAHA :p I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH. EVERY SINGLE MOMENT WITH YOU ALL HAS BEEN AMAZING. YOU GUYS ARE THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS. WITHOUT YOU MY LIFE WOULD BE DIFFERENT. WITHOUT YOU, I WON'T SMILE SO BIGHT AND I WON'T LAUGH SO LOUD. I HOPE WE WILL BE FRIENDS TIL' THE END OF TIME. SAMPAI BE CUCU CICIT HEHE.

I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I WILL ALWAYS ALWAYS LOVE YOU ALL!!

P.s; pictures will be uploaded in my facebook. go check it out (:

p.s.s; NK, I love you by.