Hey everyone (: sorry for not updating for a while :/ I have just been busy (chyeah right) and didn't actually feel like updating.

I need the FEEL to update so that I can... update. (wth am I talking about)

anyhoo, HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR everyone~ it's been like 8 days HAHA. SORRY!

if you wanna ask me~ my new year's eve sucked! I cried the whole night (pms problem and loner problem) and I dunno I just feel like crap :x but thanks to NK and Lynnie and a lot more of my friends. I felt better. I guess it just kind of suck starting the new year at home :( and having pms. haha. But whatever it was in the past and so far the new year is pretty good (:

One thing I'm looking forward to is my Birthday. FUCKAZZ yeah it's my birthday! in like 4 more days <3 TEHEE.

I don't why, I really have a bad feeling O: I'm having the feeling that my birthday is going to suck :/ 'cause I really wanted a big celebration with friends and cousin and my family. But nooo~ my brother is going to UK on the 12th (big whoop) , my birthday is on wednesdayy (everyone is working and got school and stuff) and I think my family is very lazy to throw me one ): so yeah.
When Gyra asked me, what are we going to do on my birthday. Tears were starting to fall down my cheek.
I know you guys are wondering like, "jeez, it's only a birthday". Well true, but, I don't know somehow it means a lot to me. 'cause my birthday wasn't really that good the past years and somehow sixteen is like a pretty big number <3 and if I throw a party when I'm 17~ i feel so... old. HAHA. yeah. but I'll just have to face it XD

After all that~ I might end up a BBQ with the jubss <33 tehee. but, some of my friends are kinda working :/ like tazrin and syahmi. Which sucked. I want everyone to be there ): so, again, I really have a bad feeling that not everyone is going to come. ): and now typing about this is making me feel so emo. OTL. So yeah, I'll just hope everything will go smoothly :/ sigh.

Skipping the emo parts~

Lynnie and I invented new words that we like to abuse; "FUCKAZZ" and "O SEM" (awesome) or as I like to call it, "O SIM". Oh yes, having a 1 month and a half holiday can seriously turn YOU into a BIMBO. BRUMBO. AHAHAHA. and Mirrull abused the word "RAWJACKZ".

Fuckazz came from the word "F.CUZ" which is a Korean Boy band. Which lynnie accidentally pronounced it as FUCKAZZ. HAHAHA. EPIC

O SEM came from the word Awesome, which Lynnie's brother, Amir, pronounced Awesome as O SEM. and I said, "Well, I call myself OSIM" HEHEHE.

BRUMBO is BIMBO. Which lynnie said, it's a Bruneian version of bimbo. (iakah lynnie?)

andd RAWJACKZ is rojak. Lynnie asked Mirrull what rojak is in Malay and he answered, "RAWJACKZ"

TEHEHEHE. WE ARE O SIM.


p.s; AKU OSIM AND RAGAT.