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posted : Monday, November 17, 2008
title : stop making holes on my back.
'sup guys? It has been a crappy day lately. Well, not really, some sweet stuffs that I discovered too. Without that, it surely be a one hell of a backstabbing day. I know I should not care about the things that that person just said. But, I don't know, it's just irritating as hell. I really can't stand it when someone "dislikes" me without no reason at all. What the hell did I do to you? If you hate that someone, why do you have to effing hate me back? Just 'cause I'm friends with that someone, you hate me too? Seriously, I had enough of you. I "tried" to be friends with you, instead you pay me back, cursing behind my back. Guess what? You're full of shit too. I guess, what others told me about you, they are right. I thought they were wrong, 'cause you were funny and I don't know, we had something in common. But, days passed, I thought about it clearly, the awful things you have said about my friend. I thought it was just your personality, which couldn't be changed, I was fine with it. But, you are a heartless, cruel person after all. Your friends might not think that, of course. Brainwashed? You don't effing care what people might think when you said those words. You don't effing care if they're hurt or not. I don't want to lie, I have to say, I don't like it when people hate me without no reason at all, or just base on what someone heard from another someone without even knowing me at all, is just, stupid You're the one who doesn't have a life. Shitting everyone behind their backs. I wonder if people DO like you, not counting your friends. If you don't like us, don't try to bring that person's friends into hating her/him too. It's just, you know, sad. If YOU'RE the one who hate that person, stop brainwashing the others. You don't know how effing mad I was at you. Things I said here are kind of held back a little. stop bothering with our life and being an immature shit. just go make your own life on your own. Things I said here may be cruel, but I'm sorry. I just couldn't keep it to myself anymore. I had enough of the person's anger towards her sad life. when I feel relax and calm, maybe I'll delete it. Thanks for reading. :D |
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posted : Saturday, November 15, 2008
title : Everything will slowly turn to crap
Will it? Maybe so. haha, okay I don't know what I'm talking about. Something good happened 2 days ago, when I was at my cousin's. But, I guess it's just something to be good to be true. It's happy and joy at first than it will turn to miserable and sobs. lol, yeah, I don't think you guys know what I'm talking about. My closest friends know about this, I think. I really shouldn't get my hopes hype on things that I'm not sure that will go smoothly. Okay, I don't want to feel emo now. I really should get my blog to be active now. Since, my friend Gyra si kambing yang ku sayang is having a blog. YAY! lol. Mizah, Rye and me are going to pick up Tazrin and syamim tomorrow. :D I miss them so much. The class is totally quiet without them around. No "pastu?! sekalinya?! aww, so sad" lol and no "tapak kuda yo!". Yeahm I know it was only for a week, but seriously, the class is pretty much quiet without you guys around. They're currently in Kuala Lumpur for a week. It's like exchange students, maybe. I don't really sure what they ARE doing there. lol. I guess, We'll just have to find out tomorrow. ;D Can't wait to see you guys, and see you suffer for the exams. MUAHAHAHA. lol I went to mumu's blog just now and i saw that my sister is on some of her photos. lol, tekajut ku selajur. I was like, "what the hell, is that my sister?!". I laughed. ahaha, ok no, I was not laughing 'cause it's ugly. She does look faye-bulous over there. ;D lol, maybe 'cause I was shocked? Dunno. Ahaha, show off lagi tu her guitar, cheh. by the way MUMU; you did a great job taking those pictures. It looked so cool. :D Like in a magazine! :D I hope it's okay if I feature it here. ;D Here's some of my faves. ![]() kaka Ayu and a wall :D ![]() Kaka Ayu, My sister and her guitar. :D I really love the wind blowing. :D ![]() Kaka ku lawa. ;p ![]() Group shot! PHOTOS TAKEN BY (C) M.Damit web : http://shouldishoot.blogspot.com Yay, pretty pictures in my blog. lol. Nice job, Mumu. I've always been inspired with photography ever since I was little. Something I wish that would be a pro at. Yeah, I know. I want to try almost everything. But, I just can't help it. I like to try new things :D. Photography, I usually do it using my phone. lol, not the right thing to do huh? lol, well I can't afford cameras and stuff. XD I couldn't tell if the lightings is right, the angles and etc. lol, who knows, maybe i could learn someday ;D Other than that, I have some good news to tell you. Well, good news to me. XD Remember the Flash Animation that I was talking about a few months back? well, guess what? WE WON IN SECOND PLACE!! Okay, I don't care if we are in the 2nd place. Winning is just pretty surprising to us. We seriously didn't expect to win. 'cause, it's pretty ugly. lol. The prizes are cooler. :D $3000 baby!! ahaha. Okay, I'm not sure, if it's $3000 and a laptop. Or 3 laptops without the money. or just the money. Either way, I will be a happy little 14-year-old. lol, All the complaining, grunting, sacrificing out time actually paid off. :'D I'm so glad. Thanks to Miz ku yang jubur, for helping with the outline and planning out the story and etc. Thanks to Rye, also, for helping out. :3 Thanks to Alex, Iffah, Dijah, Wany for lending us your voices. It means a lot to us, without it, our animation wouldn't be alive. lol Thanks to Derrick and Dinnus *lol* for tutorials on what to do. :'3 wth, I'm like making a speech for awards. lol. but seriously, I can't do it without you guys. *sniffs* InsyaAllah, nanti lanja. :D Some of my online friends are asking me to post it up. XD Okay, I will. But, I just don't know how. I don't know how to do, the play, pause whatever. lol. uhh, i'll figure it out soon. :D I promise I post it. =D But, in exchange, I shall post amusing pictures during ICC :D During 23rd october 2008. Messing around with the props that was displayed. XD ![]() Ninja Sasat. lol *that's Lutfi* XD ![]() aww pretty little maid. ROFL ![]() hat props~ XD Joey, me, Najih and Alex ![]() Aww, happy couple. and finally... ![]() LOL, WHO THE HELL IS THIS?! *me* XD Hope you enjoyed that. Love ya peeps. XD there's more picture in Friendster. lol. Next time I'll post the link. :3 XOXO; *iRa* |
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title : Not buried in the ground yet
Haha yeah, I'm still alive people. Sorry for not updating for a while. I was busy with exams and I was pretty much tired and lazy to update. a lot of things had happened these past few days. Good things, bad things. Of course, I'm not going to tell it now, since it's 2.37 am. Why am I not sleeping you wonder? Well, I was searching through www.blogskins.com for new layout for my blog. It took me hours to find the right one, browsed through the guitars section, recent skins, but couldn't seem to be happy what I browsed through. Finally found one which was actually used for that "someone". I tried hard to get the right one for that "friend". but unfortunately he changed it, which he only used for a couple of days. Thanks for being such a crappy person. ;D Anyway, I got kind of tired of the layout and picked something that actually feels like me. Yes, I am obsessed with guitars ever since I was little. Seeing people playing it, and hearing them strumming it, makes me calm. Too bad I can't play it now, the e or the reall small string broke, again. Yeah, I found out from Lutfi I was strumming too hard. I should just let my hand move lightly and just let it out. I'm sure he was right. With a new layout, I really should be more active now and less typing, more pictures? Is that what you guys think about? lol, I'm sorry that i think, that I bore you with all the talking. I'll try my best to post pictures next time. I'm getting sleepy peeps, need my beauty rest. No school tomorrow, baby! I can sleep until midday. lol. My hyper energy is all drowned out, turning me into super tired. lol. So, Goodnight and have a nice day later. :D P.S : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HOMO YANG PANDAI AND SIALAN CHINESE DUDE FRIEND DERRICK you're getting old, but still, you're not 18. Stop thinking about those things and be mature so that Miss Lim will be pround. ;D aha. Love ya dude a lot. You make me laugh, you make me crazy, you make me work harder for my studies. Damn you for scoring highest in class eventhough you don't read. Seriously, what the hell do you eat?! lol. You're my crazy homo friend always. :D Enjoy your birthday with Miss Lim in the hotel, in bed. ;D Be romantic. She will blast you to the moon with her silver baju kurung. ahahaha! Love ya always, my homo! XOXO |